(inner) summer - Spiez, Berner Oberland

“Ovulation feels uncertain, a phase I can’t fully grasp. My cycle used to be irregular, unpredictable, long, making it hard to tell when ovulation was actually happening.

How do I feel? I’m not even sure.

It’s like being in a space where I don’t quite belong—dressed in a strange way, out of place, floating in the water fully clothed. Something feels off, yet I’m suspended in it, drifting between control and the unknown.

Inner summer is supposed to be the peak, the time of clarity and energy, but for me, it’s more of a mystery - a moment where I’m still searching for my rhythm.”