(inner) winter - Bachteslspalt, Zurich

“Over the past few years, life has shifted in significant ways. I’m no longer working full-time; rather than the usual 18 hours, the schedule has lightened, creating a slower, more intentional pace. This shift has transformed not just how I spend my days but also how I feel in them.

The last twelve months, especially, have brought a reconnection to femininity. Where I once felt the constant pressure to keep moving forward, I've now found a space where rest, relaxation, and a sense of safety are possible. For the first time, I can truly say, "I can actually rest." There’s room to pause, to receive, to simply be.

This year has been about leaning into safety, allowing myself to receive without hesitation. I’ve been practising asking for help, raising my hands to let the universe hold me in ways I hadn’t realised were possible before. I’m finding rest in nature—being outside, grounding myself by walking barefoot, feeling rooted and supported by the earth.

Nature has become a place of deep connection. There’s something powerful about standing with feet firmly planted, hugging a tree, and looking up, feeling the support of the ground beneath me and the vastness above. It’s grounding and liberating all at once.

Now, my menstruation feels like the warmth of a coat around me, with my hands reaching out to the world or holding someone else's hand—these simple moments bring a sense of safety and connection. I'm feeling more comfortable in my own skin, embracing my femininity, and finding joy in being present with my body.”